The Next Day…

For me….one of the most difficult things to do is to ask for help because I hate the feeling of being told no or feeling like I’m putting someone out of their way…

Hate that..
Thank goodness I didn’t have to…
So the morning after my car was taken I woke up smiling… I spoke with my sons and my bestfriend and then I got a phone call from a co worker.
“Tee, I heard what happened and…I want to offer you some help. We have an extra room in our house. You can ride with me to work until you figure out how to get back and forth…”
Wow…
I couldnt believe it but really..I’m always blessed but…I just HATE being the recipient because I feel like I should be the giver but oh well..
As I packed up my stuff my guy friend came to help me move it…I said bye bye in spirit to the racist roommate and the dirty house….
And drove back up to Hollywood and when I walked in to the new house I was amazed….it’s beautiful. Simply beautiful. Everything I could possibly need and then some and to top it all off…
A pool…huge backyard…
Food…liquor..
My own bathroom…
BIG BEDROOM…
Just $50 a week…
I was told there was no internet but whenI turned my laptop on to listen to some of my old videos I was just chatting on the phone with this fine ass girl when I heard a sound…and i opened my eyes and the little blue ball was lit up! I jumped so quickly!
INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!! Hell yeah!
I am so blessed…
Now I just have to figure out how I will get back and forth from work…something has to give… It’s working out already…I’m sure the rest will work out…
I’m feeling a cross between blessed and embarrassed but…that’s life…