You know what?

I cant sleep now. Isnt that funny? I just lied down and started talking with God and I remembered a conversation I had today with Charlene my co-worker. She was telling me that she had never been tested. She had never gone through great drama or trauma in her life. She wondered how heaven could possibly be any better than the life she was living now because she is so happy and complete in Christ.

Then she asked me what struggles I was going through and I was shocked because I couldnt think of anything to tell her about. I realized that TODAY I am completely drama free. As God continues to show me things He needs to improve in my life, I am no longer dwelling on them, allowing them to negate the good He has done in my life. I take it in, ask God to help me in that area and roll on. Im not going to stress anymore. I give it to Him.

So you guys, right now I am filled with joy, joy, joy! And its not because I’m rich, have a nice car or a man, I’m joyful because I am blessed to be drama free and right smack in the middle of God’s will for my life.

You know, I did SOMETHING right. I had to. I’m so blessed right now. I cant believe I came out of all that pain and drama and God has brought me to a place of just being cool with being me, recognizing those things I need to work on and still having joy because I’m depending on Him to get me through them.

The peace of God is so wonderful.

I love you all so much. Thanks for allowing me to share with you in my process.