I have been revived! Since I graduated I’ve been feeling dreadful and nervous and unsure but I have got my joy back. Sure, I dont have a job yet and no idea what is about to happen to me but I’m sure its gonna be good!

The enemy keeps whispering that I need to think about my past, my mistakes my heartache but you know what, I’m just not gonna listen.

I have a WONDERFUL future ahead of me. I’m NOT old yet. I have plenty to look forward to. Things will be just fine.

Cuz you know, it’s not my decision what happens to me. God didn’t save me to live a miserable life. Those areas I struggle in like trusting men, trusting new women to come into my life and totally submitting and releasing everything to God, those things will take root and flourish. Life is not a race from one goal to the next.

It’s not about how much I accomplish right now, or my next project or who hurt me in the past, it’s about right now, being in God’s will, having God be pleased with me and raising two amazing sons that will ultimately be a blessing to God.

Yeah, I like that. Everything will be alright. It has to be, I’m a princess.