I ordered Kanye West’s book. I went by the bookstore to pick it up and it wasn’t there so I had to go to his website to get it. When It came I finished it while I was in the drive thru at the bank because it was so short. I really liked it and it impressed me. It’s more of a coffee table book than a literary book though. It gave me some great ideas for the books I am developing for Donovan.
So, I’m really feeling like it’s time for me to start my next book. I’m trying to imagine what it would look like and how to present this information but the only thing is, it’s about healing from extremely bad relationships with men and I’m not there yet.
See, my books are about healing yourself and getting your mind right so before I begin writing I look within myself and find an issue that I need to deal with and then I research and brainstorm about how I can get past the issue. Then I write the book. This book’s healing process hasn’t happened for me yet, but I’m working on it and hopefully I’ll be able to pass on some valuable information to everyone.
After a brief stint of meeting with men and entertaining them I’ve decided to take a break again. I’m not ready for that right now. I keep repeating the same destructive patterns. Sometimes I’m at work and I think about going home alone and how everyone else seems to have someone texting them and sweating them and I don’t but I remind myself that I wouldn’t mess with any of the dudes that they mess with so it’s easy for them.
Ahhh…I need a massage so badly. Guess I’ll take a shower instead.