I’ve been waiting a long time for today.
No matter what happens, I will not stop trying.
I don’t know if it’s a good thing to put out so much nervous, hopeful energy into what I want. Am I supposed to just ASK and then forget about it? Or am I supposed to have complete expectation? Am I supposed to feel all nervous like I am right now?
Who am I to win such a wonderful, coveted prize? But then again…who am I not to? I did the work. I published my article. I paid to enter the competition. I asked for it. Why couldn’t I win? Why can’t I have all the desires of my heart?
I can.
I believe that if it is for my greatest good to win this competition then I will win.
And I’m going to leave it at that.
Anything can happen.
