So here I am. It’s the middle of the night again. I wonder who’s up to catch me posting? Probably no one.
Today I spent the day studying online business models. I think I’ve finally gotten it figured out with the affiliates and the lists and the JV’s and the launches. I just, need the resources to put that little amount into a good launch and ofcourse the email list. What have I been DOING all this time? Blogging for fun. SMH
Oh well. You have to start somewhere.
Today was an awesome day because I was tagged in a photo on facebook.
SOMEONE ORDERED MY BOOK and sent in a pic!
You know I started crying like a baby who missed her mother.
To see MY NAME in someone else’s hand, blew me away.
And to think, maybe the book will even help her in her life. I’m not sure. You all know how I write already. Is it helpful? I don’t know.
I haven’t received any real reviews yet so I’m just waiting to see what people will say about it. Funny how all the authors I “know” well, none of them are self help. They all write fiction novels, particularly about dramatic romantic relationships. I don’t like reading fiction anymore. I haven’t read one in a while. I only read self help articles and books, that is why I wrote one.
On the homefront, my place is still a mess. I haven’t left the house in two days because I’ve been studying and learning and writing and pitching press releases and talking to other organizations and building more blogs and starting new ventures. Like this one. And then there’s this blog about my book.
Don’t forget my resource blog for women. I update that daily.
I’m gonna trust myself here. I’m too happy for this to end. I’m doing too well at this for this to be a BAD thing.
I feel so GOOD on the inside and I am so happy all day. This has GOT to be my ticket to stability. I just have to figure out how and in the meantime I’m eating ramen noodles and cold cereal and smoking cigarettes so I won’t get hungry.
And I love my life right now because right now feels like Christmas Eve. You know how when you KNOW you’re gonna get something good the next day but you STILL gotta make it through the whole day doing the regular things.
I’m doing the regular stuff. Asking for help. Learning. Trying. Building. I’m moving my hands as much as I can.
Let’s see what magic is spun from them.