A Really Weird Day

Ok. Ya’ll wanna hear something weird?

~giggle~

Listen to what’s been happening to me.

For the past week, everyday when I wake up and I go to the bathroom to get ready for work I hear “myself” say, “I am soo in love with you.” Only I’m not always saying it but I hear my voice saying it in my mind, I guess.

‘I am soo in love with you’ and it is accompanied by a very strong energy throughout my body.

I be like, “Damn girl…You are losing it. Why do you keep saying that to yourself?”

Maybe it’s God… That would be cool.

It feels like such an urgency. My heart clinches. And then I hear it and feel it.

But anyway…

Today I went in to work because I left my notes there. Everyone was there. I went in to my office and tried to start working but the computer was annoying me because I wasn’t able to manipulate it fast enough because it’s new and it was breaking my flow.

So I went into another office and was molding out my story. I was having so much fun! I feel like I’m smart. I never really felt smart before but now that I have to tell everyone what’s going on in a sharp and distinct manner I feel like —wow.

I am a reporter. Do you know what we do? We find the answers to the questions that you want to know. We tell your side. We tell theirs too. Sometimes we tell ours…but hey. We present information to the masses. We relay important news. If I had not sat on that telephone call with O.ba.ma. and written about it, a lot of people would not have known about his views.

I don’t know, man. It’s important to get the story and explain it correctly. To ask the tough questions that people want answered but are too afraid to ask. Or maybe they think no one will answer.

I’ll get the answer. I’ll ask for it.

I don’t know man. I feel like I’m falling in love all over again.

This be some good shit. This be some hot shit, man. I enjoy writing these pieces and now…with the new technique that Juanita taught me- OH!- It’s going to be a lot easier. This woman has taught me more in one week than I have learned the whole time I was at my former magazine.

She has special techniques for everything. She has such a giving heart. She is so smart! And she is like….so damn smart! I just wanna ask her about everything.

She gives me books to read. SHe gave me a book on reporting and editing. She makes me and my co workers watch videos on how to communicate effectively, how to represent your company, how to manage stress, how to give get what you need done and things like that. Not only do we have to watch them, we have to discuss them with her.

This feels so much like college again. This lady would make a GREAT PROFESSOR. I know it’s only been a week and I’m used to experiencing some major “switch up” around week 3 but I’m definatelly going to enjoy this while it lasts.

Ok…Ok.. I won’t be negative. Maybe she is this giving of herself all the time. Maybe she will continue to pour into me all the skill I need to be outstanding in ALL fields. I am going to do news, features, columns, television news, entertainment television, television production, radio, internet, podcast, youtube channel, fiction, non fiction, inspiration, biographies, poetry, scripts, songs, plays, spoken word, ‘how to’ guides, commercials for my university. shine as a Cover Girl model and inspiration leader.

Why not?

See why I have this FOG about me? I’m pressed. I have so much to accomplish and I don’t even know where to begin. I have to accomplish ALL of them because…I know I can. And since I know I can, I have to. Cuz I want to do all I can do. I wanna be all I can be— for real.

I keep trying and hopefully I’ll figure out which way is gonna work for me first.

I am SOOOO HAPPY TODAY!!!