Moving Right Along

I just got back in from meeting with the owner of the Homeless shelter that is partnering with me. We had a great discussion and he agreed that this is a BIG project but he will lend his support. He offered to give me his PR agent to handle PR for my project, allow me to stay there whenever I want to, internet access and to be able to video tape in his facility.

He even offered me a car, which I gladly smiled and said, “If you want to donate a car to me, I’d rather use it as a give-away for my website.”

He said that would be fine too.

So everything is going well.

The only part that shakes me is actually handing out fliers. I know I was a waitress for more than 3 years and I was never afraid to talk to strangers but this is different. I’m not selling a product they already want, I’m selling ME.

And I have bad breath so I cringe everytime I walk up to someone and have to actually SPEAK to them and I see their reaction of covering their nose.

I hate it.

I have to stop smoking. I have to go to the dentist. The smoking is my way of relaxing and I can’t afford a dentist. Coping mechanisms. Damn.

Each time I go out I take a stack of fliers and I hand them out to women, introducing myself and telling them about the website. Then I stick a bunch of car doors. If I’m crossing the street I hand them to drivers with their windows open.

I’ve met so many people. I can’t remember all of their names though. Everyone is a blur.

I want new friends.

I want friends who:

Love themselves

Understand their worth

Have recognized their gifts and have taken action to use them to prosper

Are eager to identify and recognize the GOOD things in life.

Are preparing for the BEST instead of the WORST

Are not afraid to take a risk.

Do not believe that success equals retiring from someone else’s company

Live their lives everyday as though they are blessed

Will pull me with them toward my best life

Are engaged in healthy romantic relationships where they are treated with respect and admiration

Are authentic and appreciate my authenticity

Don’t assume, they ask before they make a judgement about anything

Are low maintenance, meaning I don’t have to give them direction on every decision and I don’t have to hold their hand through everything they go through

Resilient

Strong

Powerful in nature and in action

Sincere

Generous

Unattached to frivolity

Eager to learn and grow intellectually and spiritually

Are beautiful and they KNOW IT and aren’t afraid to SHINE and don’t believe they have to COMPETE to get what they deserve.

Hey Universe, can you please send some men and women my way who are just like this?

THANKS!