My life is a miracle.
Yet…I know something is different because I can’t even listen to Kanye’s music anymore. All I keep thinking about is his mom. And I keep thinking how sorry I am and how maybe when I spoke to her I should have phrased things differently or how maybe…I don’t know.
I’m so sorry. Cuz ya’ll know how much I care about him in a weird, fan-like, mega crush, unique to Ms. Tee way. I never meant to be like…this hurt over it though.
I’m trying to get over it. I feel so stupid cuz I’m always loving people who don’t even know me or love me back but I can’t help it.
I just can’t listen to his music anymore.
And that’s a big deal for me.