In Perfect Ways

So I’ve been having this feeling that I want a new place to live. It’s been about 2 months now and last month I decided that I am going to move. I don’t know HOW I’m going to move because I don’t have any money and I don’t know where (In Miami) I’m going to go but I decided that I was leaving where I am.

So I freaked out for a while.  Yeah, that happens to me. I am great at making a decision and following through but I always feels remorse at the beginning, even though I still won’t turn back. I get the fear AFTER the decision has been made, but it doesn’t affect me going ahead full throttle.

But anyway…I visited a place today. It had all of my critieria and its closer to school, work and my kids. The neighborhood is one of the nicer (but older) gated neighborhoods in Miami. After I looked around and met the new roommates I drove home trying to picture myself living there.

It was a little scary considering I love my roommates and I’m comfortable here because we vibe so well…no issues at all I don’t think and it’s SUPER CLEAN here!

So why am I leaving?

I just….want a new experience and more space.

The new place offers more space and a whole new cast of characters to interact with. Plus, there’s a children’s park across the street. I think I’m gonna do it.

Now…to manifest the money.

So I called my sister after I left the house and told her all about it. I just called her again becuz I had missed her call when I was hanging with this dude who wants to be a porn star. ~shakes head~ why do I meet dudes like that? Anyway….

So I call her back and she tells me that she’s on the phone with our Mama. “I told her about you finding the place,” she said. I laughed.

I had not told my Mama I was even looking so this was news to her. “What did she say?”

“She said, ‘Tee need to go ahead and play the lotto because I bet after all these years I been playin and ain’t win, I bet she would win! She out there looking for an apartment and she ain’t got no money and I BET she’s somehow she’s gonna get the money!'”

I almost died laughing!

She’s right. WHenever I do something like that, stepping out on faith, I always get what I want. It’s like leaping before you can see the net but you gotta trust that there is going to be a net.

There is a net.

The worst that could happen has already happened. 

Now…to focus on continuing to harness the energy of prosperity. I am prosperous. I spend fearlessly because I KNOW that it will be replaced.

Last night I went to class and after class my tank was on E. I looked into my glove compartment and I pulled out three 1’s and my lucky $2 bill. 

I looked up at the sign and it said $2.09 for regular.

I gave the man the money and got my tank off of E.

As I’m finishing up this guy comes up to me and tries to talk to me. Because i had recently met ANOTHER nice hood guy with dreads, I gave THIS one a chance and I spoke with him. He asked me where I was going and I said, “To get something to eat.” He said he’d love to join me but he needed a little while to go do something. I told him that I wasn’t going to wait.

And he said, “Well here, let me give you some money so you can go eat and I’ll call you later.”

And I said, “Thanks.”

I spent fearlessly…and it came back to me immediately.

Money now flows to you immediately and endlessly under grace in perfect ways.