I’m Lost Without You

I love that song by Robin Thicke. Have you heard it? Listen….

Robin Thicke – Lost Without You

It is truly a love song. The kind of song that you listen to when you can’t be with your lover but you still want to feel connected.

Imagine me and you in between soft, warm sheets, his smooth voice speaking the words from our hearts, our souls uniting without any verbal communication. I feel you. I’m feeling you.

I appreciate you in ways that are incomprehensive to the natural realm. You excite me, you inspire me, you challenge me. You’ve changed me.

Thank you for the gift of you. For all of those nights when I was afraid to admit I am afraid. You knew what I was really feeling and you spoke the true language of my heart, affirmed me and supported me unlike any other. I’m trying to keep this PG, because for you my love flows so freely and this could easily, turn out to be a platform to relay my intense desire to express my admiration physically. Miles and miles away, as day turns to night and night turns to day. I never feel like you are too far away, because like you say, even when we aren’t speaking, we’re still communicating, still speaking, still sharing, still reaching– for each other.

Your friendship means so much to me. Knowing that no matter what you are there for me. I want you to love me. And yes, I know you do. I also want you to enjoy me. All the rest were just…practice…until I met you.

Whether I get scared and push you away, or even if I conquer my fears and allow you a permanent space, I’d just like to say, today, you are a gift from God to me. Thank you for seeing me in the way I was meant to be seen.

It took a while for someone to recognize the magic in me. Or maybe they always saw but were too afraid to be overwhelmed by that light. Regardless I, smile when I, think of you.

I’m lost without you.
Can’t help myself.
How does it feel, to know that I love you baby?

What a beautiful feeling.