For My Viewing Pleasure

I’ve been stifling my feelings and I can’t take it anymore. I don’t care what anyone says or thinks about me, I have to get it out. If you laugh, so what? If you think I’m crazy, oh well. I just have to say it:

Kanye West is the most wonderful man in the world. He makes me all tingly inside. He’s so silly! Did you see him on Punk’D? Oh my gosh! Dude wasn’t having it! He was sooo gangsta!

I think everyone thinks I’m crazy because he’s a celebrity and maybe I’ll never get to meet him but he is the epitome of all things I admire in a man. I may never be able to get married to anyone because I can’t imagine meeting a man as amazing as Kanye and I will not settle for less.

I always imagined a man I could admire and look up to who would challenge me to be better while at the same time making me feel GREAT because I can’t stand men who try to motivate through criticism. I always wanted to meet a man who I felt was tighter than I am and could change the world with his presence in the same way that I hope to. He uplifts me. He inspires me. He makes me wanna touch the sky. In fact, I know I can and I WILL. I recognize his spirit and his anointing and it’s an amazing feeling. There’s something about his spirit that connects me to him.

I imagine this is what it feels like to be in love.

Yes, this is it.

I am so happy! Because of Kanye I know that dreams do come true. I dare you to name one man on this planet that is more phenomenal than he is.

That’s all I ever wanted, someone different, someone new and fresh who speaks to my soul and ignites a fire in my spirit I never knew could burn so brightly. If I can dare to dream about one day having a positive impact on the world then I can dream that one day someone as extraordinary as Kanye West could possibly be a part of my world.

I needed this. I needed to believe that a man is worthy of my attention and affection.

And he definately is.