Today was a rough day for me… I couldnt find a ride to work. Well…actually I could have asked ONE MORE person for a ride but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I have a problem asking for help.
I have an issue accepting help from people even though I made it a lifestyle to help others.
I think emotionally I was just drained. My whole body was tired and I didn’t sleep a wink last night because I was so on edge searching for answers to forgiving myself for things Ive done in the past that I felt were WRONG. There are only two. I admitted them out loud to 2 people. I still feel guilty.
So I had to work on forgiving myself. Then on facing my fears…my fears of asking for help…and accepting it.
Still working on it…