Video Porn & No Pressure Sales

I’ve never made a porn, intentionally…

Oh wait! Let me stop lieing, I did make one intentionally and I really enjoyed the experience. He didn’t keep it, I did. In fact, I recorded over a few years back.

Which makes me wonder why I dislike video porn so much. I mean, If you’re into it, I don’t knock it and I won’t run out of the room if you put one on but it’s probably gonna be my last choice to watch. Hmm..Unless it’s with 2 girls then I get aroused by watching that.

But…porn does absolutely nothing for me. In fact I’m kinda like, “Yuck!”

But do you know what type of porn I like best?

Erotic stories.

I’m not talking about Zane or whoever else is out there writing stories these days. I’m talking about straight up porn stories. I don’t know why–I just get so much more aroused when I have to imagine it for myself versus seeing some dimpled booty and hair bump filled crotch on my screen.

Yeah…all of this was sparked after my friend sent me a clip of porn online and I was trying to explain to him why I don’t like video porn.

Anyway, had an okay day at work. Sold a couple of tours, but I didn’t get any families to say Yes to the presentation.

I may not be a salesman. If someone says No, I leave them alone immediately. I’ve noticed that most of my co workers kind of harrass people or take control of the conversation until they say yes.

Some of them even beg.

I don’t know how to act like that. I don’t beg for anything. I tried it, just to see if it would work. but whining, ‘Why not? Come on…Please..’ made me feel like an idiot. I’m not doing that anymore.

All I can do is try my best.