Teary Eyed & Making Love
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What a beautiful weekend!

You can tell that I enjoyed myself by the fact that I didn’t get any work completed. Yesterday I laid out by the pool and played around on my laptop while this guy talked and talked and talked and talked.

I was half listening, half hoping that he would go away. When I found myself praying that he would leave me alone I stopped myself and then changed my prayer to, “Well, if this guy needs someone to listen to him then give me the patience to do it.” A few minutes later he left to go to the store and I made a quick exit.

Last night I decided that I wanted to cry so I went on Youtube and watched a few videos.

Celie and Nettie re-unite in The Color Purple.

Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks kiss in You’ve Got Mail

The moment passes Julia Robert’s by in My Best Friend’s Wedding

Better Midler knows her friend was the wind beneath her wings.

Love Actually scene where she realizes her husband’s bestfriend loves her.

It’s So Hard to Say Goodbye to Yesterday by Boyz II Men

Then I got a little horny so I watched…

Anytime by Janet Jackson

LSG’s My Body All Over Your Body

I Got My T-Shirt and My Panties On

I’ll Make Love To You

Then I had to stop watchng these because my heart couldn’t take it.

One of my fantasies is to have my wonderful, successful, adorable man play a nice love making CD while he seduces me. Isn’t it weird that out of all the secks I’ve had, no one has ever done this for me?

~shrugs~

I guess I still have a lot to experience. I’m sure it will come.

Someday….