I had a great time tonight.
My guyfriend picked me up and took me to CoCo Walk for drinks and then we had some wings at Hooters. I always wanted to wear that Hooters outfit!
After we just walked and talked and it felt so great to be out with someone who wasn’t expecting anything from me and who just liked to be nice to me. He wants to hang out this weekend but I don’t know…I’m not into the whole double dating thing plus, I don’t know that I like for him to do so many things for me when I know he’ll never get any cootchie out of me because I don’t like him like that.
My life is great lately. I’ve been so happy and blessed and writing more articles than I ever have. I’m enjoying being a journalist, a writer and a virtual show producer so much.
The only drawback is the fact that I’m still working with this virtual company and everything in me is telling me that this isn’t what I’m supposed to be doing.
I literally feel a pain in my heart when I have to interact with the other members of the team. I don’t know why. I’m good at what I do. I really am, I just don’t have any interest whatsoever in producing news.
Today I sent them an email outlining my goals for the next 3 months with their virtual company. I gave them a date that will be my last day there and I eagerly anticipate that day coming quickly. Until then, I’ve given them my word so I’ll help out as much as I can.
Hmm…Maybe it’s just my internal fear of having another job knowing my past with them hasn’t been the greatest.
I don’t know why but..I’d rather just work at home by myself. I don’t like the nonsense that comes along with working for a corporation. It seems that things are never about WORK, it’s always some extra drama, even in the virtual world.
I’m not into that. I wish I could work with professional people who have set goals and want to achieve them without the extra BS.
Maybe that’s what I’ll manifest next!
All of my manifestations have been coming to me so easily, I feel like a master at this.
Next on my list is my own home with my sons before the summer begins. It’s gonna take a miracle but..hey…miracles happen everyday.
…Just look at how great my boys are!