Why do younger guys love me so much?
I swear. I can’t get away from them.
During my project when I met this older man, he was 52, and when I went out with him I enjoyed him so much that I said to myself, “I’m done with younger guys.” But I guess I can’t turn off my radar.
I think with younger guys, sometimes as young as 23, I feel like it can’t be anything serious so I get to just be silly and it’s like playtime with them. I never want anything more than a few laughs and some playful secks and that’s all they want too.
Last night I’m standing at the door at work waiting for more customers, cuz you have to grab them and seat them at your tables if you want to make money- there is no hostess to make sure its fair. Anyway, I’m standing there and in walks 4 young drunk guys. The first guy is so cute to me and I’m like, “hey wait a minute.”
“Tee,” he says and walks up to me smiling.
“Do I know you?” I ask him, my body is starting to heat up.
“Uh, yeah. We worked together.”
Oh! I remember his lil cute ass. We used to work together at my last job and when he first was hired I remember thinking, “I’d love some of THAT.” But I couldn’t do anything because- we work together and I will flirt like crazy but I never mess with anyone I work with because I think that’s messy.
But we don’t work together anymore!
When he paid his bill, I wrote my number on his receipt and he sent me a text right away, “You wanna hook up after work?”
Hahaha!!!!!
I’m sure you want me to but not today. I didn’t even reply but I will.
I promise. LOL
I haven’t met a girl who excited me in a very long time. No girls ever try to talk to me. I have to be the aggressive one and I haven’t met one that I wanted that badly to actually go up to her and talk to her in more than a year. That kind of excitement I get when I’m with a woman is unmatched when it comes to men.
Well, actually, the older guy- I don’t know. He was the only one. I think he did voodoo on me because what I felt when I was with him I ain’t never felt before. When I was with him, I felt ZERO anxiety. He’s never even seen me go through my anxiety attacks because I always felt so comfortable around him. Too bad we don’t talk anymore but I chalk it up to him being “a part of my project” because when that ended, so did we.
It was kinda hard, but my heart let that go.
Damn, where are all the cute girls who like crazy girls like me? Hmmm.