I am not afraid of tomorrow.
I look at tomorrow in excitement for the opportunities it could present.
I love my life right now.. Man…it’s crazy but it’s all mine. Look at me. I got this…crazy crush on a man who I can’t have- drama. I have no job and bills are being paid- miracles.
I have this huge dream that seems so unreachable yet, strangely close- shooting for the stars. My friends are all weirdos like me and we are all trying to figure ourselves out together- soul searching.
Yeah, I may be a lil “crazy” with my fantasy love affair and my desire to be more and do more than the average person but still…even through the craziness I am still..me.
It’s cool to be the chick that everyone is fascinated by. Look at her! How dare she! Why doesn’t she just settle down like the rest of us? What’s up with her?
I don’t know. What’s up with her???
I have no clue. I feel drunk even though I have no money to buy any wine. I just feel…happy. Happy that I have the issues that I have. Happy that I’m not giving up even though things look bleak. Happy that I have the type of friends that I have who are willing to walk this out with me. I’m even happy that somewhere down the line my entire life is going to change and these moments will be faint memories.
For me and for you.
Someone is going to recognize my gift and give me a chance to shine one day soon.
Someone is going to realize that my gifts would be an asset to their organization one day soon.
Someone is going to walk up to me and hug me for encouraging them to dream more and love themselves more one day soon.
Someone is going to hand me a check for a story I wrote for them one day soon.
Someone is going to fly me across the country to specifically have me work with them one day soon.
Someone is going to pass by me at an event and stop dead in their tracks because they can’t believe they were blessed by my presence one day soon.
Someone is going to love a blogger named Tee who puts all her bizness of the internet and don’t care what anyone thinks one day soon.
One day soon..all of my dreams will come true and you better watch out cuz…that means that your dreams are gonna come true too…
With all the love I can send out through the internet…
Your girl..
Ms. Tee