My Lunch “date”?

I think I found a barber today. But I don’t remember exactly where we were so I’ll need better directions.

During my lunch “Date” Cancer and I went to his spot to introduce me to his barber. On our way there he showed me a copy of the advice column that he writes and is trying to market to papers. It was well written. Like I said, he has the heart of a writer, he just needs some help developing his style and I really believe he will be a winner.

He’s extremely creative and I try to make sure that he doesn’t see how much his creativity turns me on. But I don’t know how well that is working. Everyday he stops by my desk to ask me to proof one of his stories before he turns it in and he knows that’s the copy editor’s job.

He also poured out his heart to me about his girlfriend who recently broke up with him and how he’s working overtime to get her back because he loves her so much…blah..blah…

I don’t wanna hear that shit.

But I encouraged him and told him that when it’s the right one he won’t have to prove himself.

~sigh~

Dude is definately a cutie though. And he’s a Cancer which means he’s loyal and nurturing. I think I want a Cancer man. The only thing about Cancer men that I’ve met is, they are always in these relationships that drain them. See, Cancers are extremely nurturing people and we tend to link up with people who need to be nurtured and babied and coddled. It’s a double edged sword because the person we attach ourselves to may never pull up out of their slump and end up bringing us down with them because we are so set on helping them to improve their life that we forget that relationships should be mutually compensatory.

Ahhh….

I had to leave work early this afternoon. Early being 4:30 since I rarely leave before 7. I was weak, dizzy and nauseas again. I barely made the drive home and by the time I got here I made a sandwhich and fell asleep which sucks because now I’ll probably be up all night again.

Blah…

I’m tense dammit!

And frustrated!

You all get on my damn nerves!

Lord, please let me get some much deserved affection soon so I won’t resort to fussing at my readers…