I feel like I’ve been smoking weed. And I haven’t, I promise.
Not today anyway.
Maybe I need to take some vitamins or something. Maybe I need a good massage. I just feel like my whole body is out of energy right now and I don’t have the umph to move off of this bed. I have so many projects going on, but thank GOD none of them are stressing me out. Everything I do now, is on my own timeline and I receive the benefit of either having joy or receiving money from doing it.
I keep getting subscribers for my other blog and I don’t know why. So I made myself come up with a new feature for it. I hate dissappointing readers. This week I’ll explore the fantasy: Learning to Relax and I’ll reveal some of my favorite relaxation techniques. I’ll even make a video for this feature.
As for me, I’m cool, I’m good, and I’m even better when I get a chance to speak with my friends. I’ve been trying to see if I can capture how happy everyone is right now in words, but I haven’t been able to do it justice.
Kim…FINALLY, FINALLY found a good job in Chicago and I am sooo relieved. No more believeing God to sustain her luxurious lifestyle. All I can say is, God really, REALLY loves her, He never takes anything from her, he only adds to her life and that is because she expects it.
Prince…well, if I have to hear one more, “You don’t understand how happy I am with this guy and how much I appreciate him in my life” conversation, I just may go to Atlanta and stab her. For so many years I watched her deal with dudes and I’d be like, “You can do better. You deserve better.”
Now when she calls me to talk about her relationship, I am sooo happy because this is what I had in mind. He does cool things for her and she trusts him, which is way out of her character. She never trusted any man.
Anna is doing well in Massage Therapy school. ~laffs~ Anna’s dreams are weird to me, but I’ll let her have them. ~shrugs~ Once she even told me that she always wanted to be a mortician. ~shakes head~ Anna’s different. But she’s so happy now! What a turnaround from when she first got married and I would be at home so upset because she wasn’t happy. Now they have found peace and are working together. Whew…all of these relationships wear me out…
And to think, I go to class and study this stuff too! I’m surrounded by relationship issues and I’m the only one I know who isn’t in a relationship. Sometimes it’s annoying as hell and other times, I wish I could experience some of the things we study in class or that my friends and sister talk about. At times I feel like the disabled child who goes to school to study body movement.
Oh well…
Damn its hot! For real, yo. This shit is stifling.
I’d like to manifest a nice, cool place to hang out, relax and write and chill, with plenty of free food and drinks and a nice, attractive brown man to rub on me from time to time.
I’ve placed my order, Universe. God ahead and fill it.
What else? This weave is hot as hell. People are complimenting me on my new look and I’m telling them, “Don’t get used to it because I’m taking this shit out. This is not a good look for the summer and I don’t like the attention I get with all this shit on my head.”
I’m still thinking about Donovan Daniels everyday. I now realize that it’s because you all know I rarely ever meet men that I am attracted to and just hearing his voice on the phone makes me feel like I’m a googly eyed fan of his. He has such a sexy voice.
You know what it is about him? He’s not a bitch. There’s nothing bitch-made about him at all. He doesn’t argue with women. He isn’t a whore. He just chills and is ..just fine. That’s all he does, make his money and look good. He’s such a nerd too. ~sigh~ I swear, if God can give me a man finer and more intelligent than Donovan, I think I’ll fall out.
That dude is fine. I should have*Censored* when he was here. But I didn’t. I held back.
And now I’m half mad, half happy that I didn’t try him like that and that’s because we would have both been stuck afterwards.
I’m such a nerd. All of my boyfriends are fantasies.
Steve was good though, wasn’t he? Dayummm!