Just Do It

I’ve been all over Craig’s List looking for a roommate and I think I finally found her.

I placed an ad and just crossed my fingers hoping that one of the people I communicated with would communicate well enough for me to trust living with them in a city that I have never even visited before. I have never even been to the state. I had to pull out a map and count how many states I would have to go through in order to get to Texas. Four. I’ll be driving through 4 states alone.

To a city I’ve never even thought about moving to before. With no friends. And I know absolutely no one.

Who the hell do I think I am? Superwoman?

Naw… I’m just a woman on a mission to fulfill her destiny and if I don’t do it now, I may never have another chance. I don’t want to waste a minute of this time while my boys are with their father. Every moment counts. Things never worked out for me while I was working for someone else. My entrepreneural spirit sabotaged many a job but now is the time to bring it to the forefront and do it for myself.

And I will. I will try and fail if I have to but I will try again and again and again. Fuck it. What do I have to lose? I tell you what, I’ll lose my sanity if I had to live a life knowing that I had a dream and I did absolutely nothing to see if I could have it come true. That must be sad. To know you could have TRIED and that you didn’t and that’s why you’re working for a company for 28 years and all you have to show is a framed certificate. Take that damn framed certificate and knock your boss over the head with it!

You only have one life to live and you have to live it to the limit! Nothing is impossible. Close your eyes and dream. Open your eyes and DO! Do it! Do it!

Do it!

Seriously. Do it.

There’s nothing to it but to do it.

That’s really real.