Thanks everyone for watching the show this afternoon. It was a unique experience but I didn’t even get to speak or anything. The guy wasn’t really a good host and the show wasn’t well produced so I sat back and watched the DJ do his thing. The DJ was extra nice to me so I think I’ll hit him up sometime.
~yawn~
I’m feeling so much better. I ended up going to the emergency room last night and again this morning over my seasonal asthma. Then they gave me a prescription for an inhaler and that shit was like $40. I couldn’t afford that. I called around and found out that Walmart has mini inhalers for $10 so I ran over and got one…~sigh~ relief.
This has been one crazy emotional holiday for me. I cursed out the doctor this morning cuz she tried me. I cursed out my manager last nite cuz he tried me too. I’m tired of cussing people out.
I want some affection.
I really do.
I hate Steve.
I loved the way he presented himself to me when he was in Miami, he was very affectionate and would just kiss me all the time and rub my booty, even in public and he was very passionate. He changed that shit up in Gainesville though.
I hate him for being fake with me and pretending like he liked me. I’m so offended and hurt. I thought for once someone liked me for real. He was playing. I don’t know why. Why even act like that? What do you get from it?
I don’t care anyway. I’m gonna get my boys tomorrow.
They have all the love I need. I hope we have a good Christmas. I have to work Christmas Eve but we get to be together tomorrow.