Yeah bitches!
Today was another mutherfucking awesome ass day!
What the hell is going on?
Like, how can one person be so happy, so joyful so damn delirious with bliss?
I am.
I love my fuckin life!
It’s like..amazing.
So guess what I did? LOL
I contacted CNN to tell them about my site. ROFLMAO!!! LOL LOL LOL LOL
And I contacted the famed author Alice Walker to ask for an interview! LOL LOL LOL *dead*
Dude, like, seriously. This site isn’t even TWO weeks old yet I am acting like I am an established publisher and I am not holding anything back!
I’m going after the big guns because I know I can handle it! Why not?
Why not act as though you already ARE where you want to be?
So far, NO ONE has turned me down for an interview. NO ONE.
Shit, may as well go for what I know!
I am so excited about this! OMG! PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE let me make some money somehow so that I can continue doing this. My rent is due on the 2nd week of March and I have a hundred dollars towards it if I don’t buy anymore groceries until then.
Oh yeah. My hair is growing. Its at this awkward stage. I don’t like long hair. i want to cut it all off but i don’t have money to go to a barber so I have to let it grow.
Oh well.
My sons called me tonight telling me about their day! I love it when they do that! I feel like the luckiest woman in the world when their names appear on my caller ID.
~sigh~
I had this one long drawn out dream about my counselor last night. Everytime I would wake myself up to stop the dream, when I fell asleep again, it just continued. So I just faced it and continued on until we were face to face in his office and looking at each other. We talked. We talked some more. We smiled and we made another appointment to meet.
I think that is facing my fears.
I’m all about that.
Ugh. Its sunny out so that means I can’t wear my face makeup anymore cuz whenever its sunny, i tan and my makeup doesn’t match anymore. Oh well. maybe being fresh faced to the world is what I’m supposed to be right now.
Who knows.