I am growing.
I’m becoming THE HULK.
My inner me is flourishing. I feel like my bones are made of steel. You can beat me. You can punish me. You can sabotage me if you want. Every bit of energy you send out to me, guides me toward my best life.
I was NOT created to be a part of your system. I am not a cog in the wheel. I am the steel that the wheel is made of.
I do not fit in. I’m not supposed to.
If you keep me near and appreciate me, I will add value to you and your dreams. If you release me, it’s not a punishment, someone else will receive the benefits you could have had.
I am the gift.
I know this. You know it too.
My Mama didn’t raise me. She just opened the door, gave me food and left me alone. All alone I crafted this vision for my life. All alone I faced the world. No explanations were given, no guidance. Thank GOD.
If she had tried to teach me her way, I may have taken much longer to rid myself of her feeble interpretations of the meaning of life.
I am free. I’ve been free. Free to create the world around me. And I did.
With every word. Every thought. Every deed.
So it’s my turn now. To turn on my creative powers full blast.
It’s my turn now, to turn the tide in my favor.
No weapon formed against me shall prosper. In fact, every weapon will misfire, redirecting the ammunition to wipe out the negative energies that try to harm me.
If you’ve been to the bottom, you’re no longer afraid of it. So many years of hunger and struggle and being beaten down by words but rising again and again has taught me that the bottom is nothing to fear. So even if I seem to lose, I gain again and then, I can reach the top and give it all away because I know the secret formula to win.
It’s simply…
Never be afraid to lose everything.
And I am not.
Cuz I’ve been there and it didn’t kill me.