An Awesome Day!

Today was such an exciting and important day for me!

Today, after spending an awesome weekend together, my sons and I took a couple of hours to go through last minute checks for my first real BOOK and we uploaded the content and set the price and placed it for sale.

My FIRST REAL BOOK!

OMG! I am so proud of myself and can’t wait to have it in my own hands. I am so excited to see how this book will evolve into other books and what I will learn to be able to share next!

I also, started a new blog. I’ll share the link later. THIS blog, I hope to turn into an online community for women. Ever since I created the blog my heart has been feeling so GOOD AND ALIVE and FREE.

OMG! Then I jumped back on downelink and ran into some chicks I met last year and I have been HOT & BOTHERED ever since! SEXY! SEXY!

I had a talk with my sons today after they revealed that their friends have mentioned seeing me on youtube.

“Um, Which videos did they see?” I asked.

“They saw one where you were in your bra getting dressed for poetry night. And then they said they saw another one where you were singing and you sounded bad.”

Oh. I was relieved. Then I thought about it and decided that if their friends are on youtube there’s a good chance they might question my sons about my videos and I wanted them to be prepared.

“Ok, look I have something to tell you guys,” I began.

They looked me in my eyes.

“Some of my other videos talk about me dating women. You know I like girls too, don’t you?”

They stared at me with open mouths. I wondered what was going on in their 10 and 8 year old minds.

“You date girls?” my 8 year old asked.

“Yep! It’s fun!”

“That’s nasty!” my 10 year old said.

“No its not. Is Mommy nasty to you?”

“No.”

“Well, it’s not nasty. It’s normal. You can love who you want to love. And if anyone ever asks you about your Mommy dating women just say ‘Yeah, My Mama’s crazy! She does what she wants!”

They both laughed and then…went back to watching youtube videos.

I sighed.

Wasn’t so bad after all.

I don’t know what’s happening in my spirit but whatever it is I hope it doesnt stop!