I had such a great night last night.
Ok, I’m gonna TRY to explain some of the stuff I’m into but it seems so fruity to me when I try to talk to people about it.
Ok, since I now believe that everything is made up of energy, I’ve been doing some studying on working with my energy. I want to be able to conciously manipulate the energy around me, maintaining balance in my emotions and learn to heal myself and others. Doesn’t that sound FANTASTIC?!!! I can’t WAIT!
In the meantime, I’ve been vibing with DEEP and reading and just imagining what it would be like to be able to walk in the powers that we were ALL created with. I haven’t been stressing myself about the little reiki that I have been practicing. It doesn’t seem to work for me since I still have to go to the doctor soon but at the same time..man…I’m noticing that it’s becoming easier for me to harness my energy and direct it outside of my body.
When I pray now, I don’t pray some “Lord help me I’m so powerless and pitiful-please save me” type of prayer. My prayers are time for focused energy that I harness physically and send out toward the things I want to see happen. I will admit, I’ve been sending out energy to keep myself SINGLE because I desperately want to prove myself RIGHT that no man will ever love me. When you send out energy about ANYTHING it will come to you..be careful.
But at first I had to stand and really concentrate in order to feel the energy gathering its power inside my body. It starts at my feet and then I pull it up slowly, gathering intensity until it reaches my head. Then I come back down again to my stomache and then concentrate…concentrate..then I think of what I want, feeling the joy of it NOW and then with a smile, I release the energy out into the Universe. It’s so much fun!
Then I realized that it didn’t take me as long as I practiced and soon I could just summon up the energy quickly and then project it out.
But last nite…for the first time…I actually played with my lights. Ok, my lights are the colors that surround my aura or my inner being. I can imagine them whatever color that I want and last nite, it only took a few seconds before I had actually harnessed all of that energy inside me and I felt like I was lost in another realm.
I saw myself as a skeleton of glowing blue lights. It was pitch black all around me. I saw the cloud of energy surrounding me and I stood there and allowed the cloud to move up and down my body. I changed the colors from pink, to yellow to blue and experienced the warmth and positive energy coming from the cloud. It was SO MUCH FUN!
I don’t know if it DID anything to me but it let me know that I am getting better at harnessing and directing my energy. I’m gonna do some right now..
As you read this…receive this ball of divine love energy that I’m sending your way. Just open up and receive it…Receive it.
Receive it.
Yeah….
Today is gonna be a beautiful day!