Today was a cool ass day…
My period came on and I was so surprised but then after I called Tamara to tell her i back tracked mentally and remembered my short depressed spell last week. Oh yeah…I usually go through this UGH stage when my period is about to come on but I attributed that UGH period to me losing my car and my place to live.
But I’ve been having good days. Today I got to enjoy an Ultimate Feast at work for FREE because I won it because I’ve been doing a good job. In fact, I’m the NUMBER ONE server according to the guest satisfaction surveys. So my manager decided to reward me and my service partner because we were consistent in our service.
Being #1 is cool but its not the whole world to me. I’m always #1 at everything I do…simply because I’m good at most things. Don’t put me in a math competition though.
The crazy part is..without a car I’ve had to figure out how to get to work. Asking for rides is a big no-no for me. It makes me feel so bad and so sad. So I decided to learn to take the bus. I was all excited about it one day. I got up early so I could call the bus station and get the right directions and stuff but then my manager said she wanted me to come in early and I should take a cab.
I took a cab to work and it was only $8 and some change. I decided to keep taking cabs and it’s been making me feel like a princess. My “driver” pulls up, I hop in, we chat until I reach my destination and I give him some money and he goes away. HOW COOL IS THAT? I think it’s practice for my future lifestyle. I know I’m gonna have a driver one day. I can’t wait!
I’ve been trying to look forward to something… The last thing I looked forward to was winning the O.prah talk show competition but i was disqualified because I made a mistake and didn’t use the same email addresses on both parts of the application. I didn’t know my email address that I used for her website was the one they wanted on the written application. That old email address is just for subscriptions. ~sigh~
It was so much fun waking up everyday…waiting for that phone call! Now..I don’t have anything like that to look forward to. Maybe something new will pop up.