On Some Other Ish

Listen up!

I have to get this off my chest or I’m going to explode.

I don’t know if some foreign spirit has jumped in my body or what but I don’t, I just am not WITH THAT BULLSHIT. I’m not on that shit I used to be on.

I don’t want to hear NOBODY calling me trying to tell me what they think i should do.

I don’t want to hear NOBODY trying to give me their opinion unless they’ve accomplished what I’m trying to accomplish. I don’t CARE what you have to say or how you feel about what I’m doing.

I DONT CARE! Whisper that shit into the closet if you really MUST voice your opinion.

I don’t care if EVERY ONE of my friends gets mad and decides to NEVER speak to me again.

I’m not on that shit!

I’m not on that “let’s sit on the phone and giggle over dudes.”

I’m not on that “listen to me cry about him and then girl, let me go so he can fuck me.”

I’m not on that BULLSHIT.

I’m trying to stack chips.

I’m trying to make moves.

I’m using EVERY WAKING MINUTE to do whatever I can do to help me reach my goal of financial stability by means of my creativity.

I’m not ON THAT BULLSHIT anymore!

If you are still on that whiny- I don’t know what to do with my life BULL then please dismiss yourself.

I KNOW WHAT TO DO!

And I’m DOING IT!

And I’m not asking for your permission.

And I’m not begging you to come along.

And I don’t care if you EVER speak to me again.

I’m not ON THAT SHIT!

And I’m not attached to ANYONE.

If you want to say I’ve changed them go ahead.

I HAVE.

Change with me or just let me go.

I still wish you the best.

But even still, I don’t wanna hear that BULLSHIT IN MY DAMN EAR!

Go somewhere with that “Did you see THE GAME last night?” and your “OMG! He came to see me in the middle of the night, girl.”

If he aint come with the connection to your dream life and all he had to offer was some PENIS- I don’t wanna hear that shit!

I’m on some other shit!

So peace. I love you.

But I gotta go DO MY SHIT!