Written While Watching Grey’s Anatomy
(I’m bored)

It’s amazing what 24 hours can do for you. Last night I fixed myself a drink and relaxed while listening to The Quiet Storm channel on yahoo music through my computer. Me sitting cross legged on the berber carpet in a sweatshirt and some scrubs, white socks snugly warm my feet- all the while breathing in and out, exhaling the madness and the mess. It all made sense.

I am not a failure.

I am still young, full of vibrancy and vigor.

God has gifted me.

I will use my gift to help others.

I am a trip.

I’m always going overboard with things.

I know my friends must think I’m crazy.

Maybe I am.

Who was that man in the mirror? Michael Jackson.

Ok. I’ll clear my head and allow only positive vibes to flow from my heart to the rest of my being. I’l sit and sway…. Sit and sway. Flow away bad vibes, flow away bad heart.

You are a star. Even if it’s in your own mind. You have achieved and you will achieve more than you ever dreamed possible. It will manifest. It was not a vision it was a glimpse into the future.

You can rejoice.

I’m at peace now. Whatever will be will be. I am strategically positioned for a miracle and I am expecting one.