Ahh…Feels so good to write without pressure. I don’t see how those other bloggers only blog for money or for popularity. There’s something magical about writing just because…
Today was so crazy. At about 11pm last night I straight fell out feeling dizzy and I couldn’t move. It lasted for about 20 minutes I guess. When it was done I sat up, dialed my little sister’s number and chatted with her for 2 hours about these videos that she watches on youtube to help her grow her hair. I posted the link to the videos on my facebook so check them out if you’re my friend.
Ofcourse I didn’t sleep at all last night. I spend the rest of the morning hours editing my Dragon Slayer presentation. I’m trying to turn it into a commentary to be published in a newspaper so that I can submit it for a big award. Last time I had that genius idea I submitted it and I actually won so I’m not afraid to do it again. I could sure use that prize money.
Tamara called me early this morning to chat about her man D. “Oh Tee. He does everything he can to make sure I’m happy. Even things I would never do, he does. He does it just because that’s how he is.”
I’m trying to figure out how the hell God could make such a fine ass man and have him be SWEET and generous and LOVING all at the same time? And then this dude is in love with TAMARA? Let me stop..honestly, that is what my girl deserves, it’s just compared to all of her last boyfriends, this man seems like a dream come true. I still don’t really like him…but for HER, I think he’s perfect.
Anyway..so Tamara and I are on the phone in the early morning and I check my email and my eyes almost tear up when I see a note from…Shay. ~SMILE~
When I first started highschool, they paired the freshmen up with Seniors who were supposed to be our big sisters and help us out at the school. The girl they gave me, I don’t even remember her name, umm..well, let’s say…I switched and I got SHAY! Shay was soo cool! She never wore the same outfit twice and she was just..laid back and chill wit’ it. We would have lunch together. She took me to her house to meet her family. If I had actually HAD a big sister, I would have wanted her to be just like Shay.
Shay still looks great. She lives in DC. I can’t wait to hear all about what’s going on in her life. She’s natural like me too! I really missed her all of this time too. If I had to put together a team of bad bitches in my life..she’d be on the roster. I remember she used to tell me, “Donovan Daniels is NOT all that.” LOL! She was right.
I know I am a ball of emotions mixed with this bad ass chick who acts like the entire world should recognize my brilliance..but…I’m mostly soft. A soft hearted chick. I love to be loved. I love my sons. I love my friends. I appreciate the people who are good to me and I love to show them love back.
Last night my sister spent like a half hour on the phone with me joking about Kanye West. I appreciate that. I know I don’t have any REAL guy to talk about that I like, or any real guy to talk about that likes me so even though it’s foolish and I feel kind of embarrassed when they do it, I love it when my sister and my friends pretend with me that I’m actually gonna meet and be with Kanye.
Tamara’s like, “Tee. He went to highschool just like everyone else. It’s not like it’s impossible. Somebody has to love him one day. Might as well be you.”
I can tell that it annoys Ruby but she’ll play along sometimes. “Ok, girl, you gotta get your line together. What are you gonna say when you see him? You have to say something that makes a lasting impression.”
“I figured that I’d probably faint.”
“Uh..No. You can’t do that. We’ll come up with something. How about you walk up to him and hand him your business card. Since he has issues, you can say, ‘I’m a therapist, Confidential.’ and walk away.” LOL!
My sister is like, “Ok, What if Kanye finds your blog or your twitter and then he sees that you work at Denny’s. And then he finds out which Denny’s you work at. And then he comes in singing, Here I am, like Rick Ross?”
I’m cracking up!
“NO,” she continued. “What if he comes into Denny’s and there’s a crowd around him and all you see is this frohawk. You won’t rush to see if it’s him because you’re not a groupie. You’ll be like Diamond in the Players Club when Luke came in. You’re gonna be with your regulars.”
I’m dieing laughing!
And I’m kinda sad at the same time…
Kim and her fiance picked up their marriage license today. They plan to have a small ceremony before the year is out. Tamara is gooey ooey in love with D. Ruby is packing up and moving to Denver after the new year to be with her man. My sister is finally FREE and completely crazy over this fine ass man who I would think wouldn’t even approach me cuz he’s too fine. My BBDD is having a baby with his girl.
All of this real love..and I’m over here looking a photoshopped picture and pretending…
I’m beginning to make my own self sick.
Well, at least I’m not married and unhappy.