Hi!
~waving~
It’s been a minute since i’ve written anything here simply because I spend most of my time writing press releases and trying to pitch articles about my project.
Much hasn’t changed except, I feel fat. My stomache is like, wayyy out there and it bothers me a little but on the other hand it doesn’t- cookies taste sooo good!
I hope you’ve been keeping up with my project.
My updates are going to get better because now that I have more quiet time I’ll have time to be emotional and release my thoughts which is exactly what I do on this blog. Thanks for liking it so much.
ANyway, besides being fat- I’m still trying to figure out how to make this MONSTROUS PROJECT WORK!
So much depends on the cooperation of others that it is really out of my hands. I try to remind myself that the universe is orchestrating everything but then I get frustrated because I want that shit to move faster so I can look back on this time in my life and smile, glad that its over.
I must have been being prepared for this project when I started my website because I have NEVER contacted so many media outlets and organizations in my life!
I’m tired. I feel like I’m spinning my wheels. I would love to hear from more women who say they are learning from my videos and writing. I would love to feel like this is doing some good in the world.
I would love some icecream.
Wow. I’m not even hungry, I just want something that tastes good in my mouth.
Fuck. My period is about to come on. I can feel it.
Please pray that more businesses contact me and more media contacts me so that more women can find out about the project and learn from it.
Or pray that SOMETHING will happen that’s good and helpful and makes me smile.
I’ve been praying. More like half prayers though because I don’t like to pray out of desperation. And remember that article I wrote about how our thoughts are our prayers- yeah- I try to practice what I preach.
I’m asking my intuition to tell me what it is that I am not doing right. I haven’t gotten an answer. Every idea I get, I try it.
Every video idea I get, I do it.
Every company or media outlet I can think of to call or write, I do it.
No one calls me back.
Come on man. If there’s something else for me to do, let me know and I promise to do it.
Come on intuition, speak to me.