Yes, I’ve been hanging out with Taylor and we’ve had some very interesting conversations. I’m tripping over the fact that this dude and I vibe so well, and well…he’s ~whispering~ white.
Now, I’m not a racist…. LOL! I hate when people say that, but in this case it’s true, it’s just I have only ONE white friend (Hi Ryan!) in real life and the others I’ve met through the net, I haven’t actually MET yet.
But THIS dude! Lord have mercy! This dude is hella sexy. It takes everything in me not to flirt with him. But I’ve been doing well so far, just enjoying the conversation and the company. It’s been a long time since I’ve been around a man who wasn’t attracted to me or at least been around a man who wasn’t try to get some, so I’ve been enjoying this feeling..this feeling of…feeling like an actual person instead of a piece of p**y.
Tonight I called him up, “Hey Taylor what are you doing?”
“Laundry.”
“What do you feel like doing?”
“What do you have in mind?” he asks.
“Let’s get something to drink,” I suggest.
“Sounds good, I’ll be down in a minute.
We ride to the store and pick up some beer and head back to his room to watch TV. We’re drinking and laughing and talking about everything under the sun, clicking through the channels to see if we can agree on something to watch.
We finally see a movie coming on and we both like what we see, so we stop surfing, but we’re still sharing stories about our lives. Taylor got his undergrad degree in PE so he’s looking for PE Coaching jobs. He’s getting his masters in Sports Management.
“Hey T!” I screech when I get a bright idea. “Would you help me to get FINE!” I’m smiling and thinking about how great it would be if I toned up a little.
“What?” he says.
“I want you to help me get FINE!”
He frowns at me and turns his head. “You don’t need any help with that.”
Huh? Wait a minute… Nah..He’s not flirting with me.
Later on we’re laughing and talking again and I’m leaning forward on the edge of his bed while he’s leaning back against the wall.
“Oh my gosh! Did you see that?” I ask him, pointing to the TV screen.
“Naw..It’s kinda hard to watch TV when I got somebody like you sitting next to me,” he says and looks me straight in the eye.
FIRST OF ALL!
Ooh LORD!
Somebody better hold me back!
This sexy ass, fine ass, tall ass, young ass, college student ass, cool ass, intelligent ass, backwards cap wearing ass, white boy better not come near me!
SOMEBODY lock me in my room cuz if he don’t stop playin with me…
~gasp~
Ms. Tee is about to cross the color line!