Mind Boggling

I got a lot on my mind. I messed up last week. I didnt count my money right and now my account is in negative. I wont even tell you how much. This hurts me so much because I havent had to pay a non sufficient funds fee in years. I am always on top of things, I always have money. Im so broke right now.

And I really need a new car. My car is tore up. And its only worth $750, if that. I want to give it to my lil sister but Im not sure if I can handle a car note. Well, I know Im responsible. I know I will pay my bill on time, but dang, without all the help I was getting when I was in school, my budget is going to be tight.

I’m not really stressing. Just kinda deflated. I want to be excited about getting a new car. It’s time. I just feel like everything is changing so fast. School loan payments coming up soon. Man…

Mo money mo problems, I guess. I still have to come home for lunch and eat Ramen Noodles everyday.

My first paycheck is still two weeks away. At least my boys dont know how broke we are right now.