A Little Worn Out & Weary

I’m tired.

My head is spinning from all the phone calls I’ve been making and all the emails I’ve sent and all the interviews that I have been doing to enrich my site. I’m putting my heart and soul into this and it’s kind of wearing me down.

I’m trying not to worry, knowing that whatever will be will be.

In the past few days I have extended my outreach marketing efforts to women bloggers and charities. Today I sent out my second request for sponsorship, this time from a local charity.

I don’t know what I’m doing. I have no role model only ideas that pop into my head. I had to fight my fear of asking for help because we do need help. Funny how I say WE when referring to my site, but I truly believe its going to be a valuable resource for women. I just have to figure out how to make it happen.

I can keep writing and keep reaching out but I don’t want my own hunger pains to stop me from doing this. Today I interviewed a life coach for the site and she said, “Be careful of those doomsday conversations we all have in our minds.”

I know what she’s saying.

Boy I tell you. When i started this I had no idea how much WORK it would be. The fun part is coming up with stories and articles and doing interviews but there is so much administrative work going on behind the scenes to get the name and mission of the site out there.

I have to figure out a way to keep ME going while I’m doing this. If I could, I would have become a counselor and worked that way but that job stuff never works for me. I am an entrepreneur at heart. I can’t do anything else. I sometimes wish I could just sit back in an office and peck away at a computer and make money working for someone else but it kills my soul to do that and I want to live life abundantly.

Man, last night I went out to have a little fun. I went to karaoke night and made a video. Watch me singing the nasty version of Snoop Dogg’s Gin & Juice. LOL I never sang that version before.