I am so freaking excited right now!
OMG!
Listen. I figured out a way to eliminate more stress from my life. See, remember the Older Man I met and how upset I’ve been over how he’s NOT treating me?
I want him to take me out.
I want him to spend time with me.
I want intelligent conversation.
I want him to share wisdom.
I want him to teach me new things and show me new places.
But he won’t.
So this has been making me angry and frustrated and upset.
But then I realized that he is there for me when I need him. There has never been a time that I call him and NEED help that he doesn’t appear. So maybe I Should just, be grateful for that and relax.
I mean, I can’t make him play a role he doesn’t want to play. I don’t do that. I’m never who someone else wants me to be, I only play the role I want to play.
So, I can appreciate him for being there when I need him and only call him when I need something. That’s what he wants to be in my life, he doesn’t want anything else and that is OKAY.
Someone else will want to be friends with me one day.
Someone else will want to make money with me one day.
Someone else will want to lay around and talk about nothing with me one day.
He doesn’t have to do any of that. He’s already given what he can give and I appreciate it.
Less stress. More love.
I FEEL FREE!