For the most part, I use this blog as my emotional venting place.
When I find myself in a confused state or even reflective state, I’ll log in and then pour out my heart, step back and look at it and try to sort it all out.
Even through all the PMS, the drama and the uncertainty…
You know what?
I’m really happy.
Everyday I wake up smiling and I walk outside, across the yard to the Student Union for breakfast. I chill and eat, smiling at the kids and thinking about my day. I go back to my room and I write or research or interview or create. I do that until it’s time for lunch and then I stroll back over to the Union and have a leisurely lunch.
Then I come back home and study, write or research some more. I feel so good by the time it’s dinnertime and I stroll back to the Union for more food and then over to class for some good theoretical discussions. Then I go back to my room and write, research and study some more, connecting with the smartest people I know, learning from them, sharing with them, dreaming with them.
Shit…
I lead an amazing life.
My life is as beautiful as the Miami sky.
No matter what the day brings or tomorrow, or the next day, the uncertainty, the emotions, the drama, the whatever…I’m cool.
I’m straight.
I’m on my way…to wherever I’m supposed to be.
And that I truly believe.