I woke up SMILING today! I was jumping up and down in my spirit…LOL
I feel so great!
Last night I was all anxious and scared because the type of women that I’m meeting on DL and in real life are such good PEOPLE. I’m not usually open to creating new friendships because I’m not friendly but i really respect them and the two that I am dating treat me so WELL!
Its freaking me out a little because I’m used to being the giver and the aggressor when I used to date men but with these ladies I don’t have to. For some reason, my schedule at work has been mostly lunch shifts which is annoying because you do the same amount of work and get way less tips since ppl don’t tip big during lunch. SMH.
But since I can always see the bright side of things, having evenings off has given me more time to socialize….and socialize I HAVE! LOL
I’m so happy today and I am so looking forward to my date tomorrow night., lets call her Sweetie. She treats me so well…really caters to me and all she asks in return is that I enjoy how she treats me. I just sit there and am pampered and she just smiles cuz that’s what she likes to do. lol
The other chick, Dimples, is so cute and I really have to say with her i did something different. At first site/contact I was not attracted to her at all. She annoyed me with her aggression and interest but she was so persistant that I felt like she deserved some of my time and when I finally decided to just see what she’s about..oh my gosh…i think she’s so much fun and I can tell I could like..really like her. She treats me so well!
She stopped by last night to see me and we vibed for about an hour just laughing. I always have fun with her… She’s so sweet. I told my sister about it and she said, “Duh…women are always sweet. You’re gonna be happy because they will never forget your birthday or your anniversary! That’s how we do our man!’ LMAO
I’m a little nervous about recent transitions but I know that EVERYTHING that happens is for my good…