My life is a miracle.
But there’s still some growing for me to do.
I decided to let My Angel In A White Tee go…
And when I told Tamara about it she sent me this email.
Okay, dont take this the wrong way but I dont understand you. I dont see how one min you are just looking for someone to kick it with you find it and in a matter of secs you just dismiss them like that.
I hate to say dog but treat men like they are objects. You just use them for a quick fix and then dismiss they ass. Wow you gotta be careful with that Tee because that is not really good natured. It is not good Karma.
I know that it is a waste of time if you have someone that you are not interested I totally agree with you on that but Tee it is like you give these guys a taste of you knowing that they are going to fall for you.
Why are you wasting your time and others ppls time like that? Really not cool.
I think that if this is how you are going to be then stick to doing that and be upfront with these guys and just let them know you are just looking for a one night stand and after that they can go about there way. So it becomes their choice.
Well, it’s kind of like this….
Dear Men Of The World,
I have fun with you. I really do. But the reason it’s so easy for me to dismiss you is because, you don’t really add anything to my life that I will miss when you’re gone. Ok, we have secks and that’s cool, but I can go a long, long time without it and feel fine.
Other than that, none of you have ever done anything extraordinary or mind blowing where I just…had to have you near me.
Am I missing something? Is my brain wired wrong? I want to feel like you are necessary and add something beautiful to my life but so far none of you have shown me that. And so far, I have not missed a single one of you after I have let you go.
I’m not sure what other women experience. You know those women who fight to keep their relationships and compromise and just put up with all type of shit but…I don’t have what they have or maybe you haven’t given me what you have give them because before I sit back and make the decision of whether I feel like dealing with a dude or not, I ask myself, “What do I lose from losing him?” and I always reply, “Nothing.”
I’m the supportive one. I’m the one who helps you learn who you are. I’m the one who believes in your dream with you. I’m the one who gives good head. I’m the one who does everything valuable in a relationship. You don’t do anything for me but give me dick.
Anyone can fuck me. Your dick is not that valuable.
I’m gonna flip my emotions right now and say what I want. I’d like to meet someone who adds to my life in a way that if I even THINK about leaving them, I won’t be able to because of how much value their presence has in my world.
Until then, if I’m not feeling you, I’m not feeling you.