Yeah… I said it.
And i can’t stop smiling. I wake up every morning giggling to myself and sending out positive love energy to my friends. I blow kisses in the wind, hoping that the lusciousness of my lips will reach the stars and sprinkle down blessings on me.
I have no rhyme or reason to feel this way. I’m a server at Red Lobster. I’m only HALF WAY through grad school and my BBDD takes EVERY SINGLE Paycheck I make in child support yet…I still smile everyday.
I remember when I used to be so depressed all the time. I felt like my life was horrific and I was a victim of my circumstances. I felt so alone and hurt. Chile….not anymore.
I’m in love with my life even though there’s no romance on my agenda. The pain in my chest is now an indication of the expansion of my love for myself and others.
I still don’t give a damn what you think…but I love you for your opinion.
I wish I could make love to myself but instead…I’ll just settle for writing these lines and thinking of you and smiling…