Man.
My BFF must have called me a million times today. I’m not used to talking to her so much. Weird.
Anyway, today was such a GREAT DAY!
I heard great news from a friend of mine. She started a new creative venture where she will be living with strangers for 13 weeks sleeping on an inflatable mattress. What a way to CREATE! As soon as I heard about it I asked for an interview and she said, “The New York Times has exclusivity!” I almost fell out!
Sooo happy for her!
In other news- I’M ON FIRE!
I am having too much fun developing my latest blog! I can see it turning into a very useful source for women in crisis. I sent out press releases announcing its launch and I have been promoting it on forums, through emails and telling everyone about it. I can not believe how much this fulfills me. I told a friend today, “This feels like an all day masturbation session!”
If I could choose a career right now, i would definitely choose THIS.
I wrote an article on my new blog called A Spiritual Correction. Its basically about how we get veered off the path that we are supposed to be on in life and then something tragic happens to stop us in our tracks and then we have to get back on course.
That’s what I feel happened to me with grad school. Although I enjoyed learning and definitely used everything I learned in my documentaries and articles and my book, I don’t believe becoming a counselor was the right path for me. In fact, I knew it. I was just going along with it because I didn’t know what else to do.
And, I made a wish that SOMEHOW I could go back to being a journalist and with my new blog- I HAVE! My wish came true!
I’m doing EVERYTHING I love to do! I’m interviewing, writing articles and I have even subscribed to news services so I can pick and choose which news stories to share. I feel like a BOSS!
I love this shit. And even though I’m writing everything by myself, its not hard because the topics are inspiration and resources, subjects I am very familiar with.
Yeah, I know its just a blog and blah blah blah but to me, its my baby and I want to see it shine. Working at jobs never worked out for me. School wasn’t the right place for me. I have too much anxiety to go out and socialize. For me, being at home alone, doing interviews over the phone, telling people about my work and writing books FEELS LIKE HEAVEN!
Lord, i don’t know what to do with myself! I feel like I won the lottery. I would love to see money come from this venture and I’m doing the research to see how it can. If anyone can do it, I CAN!
I wish, I wish, I WISH that this will become a full time gig for me. Everyday I’d wake up around 10 am and then flop back in bed for a little while longer and then wake up to write, interview and post news of the day.
OMG! If joy brings more joy according to the law of attraction then I’m do for a blizzard of joyous events! I’ve never felt more alive and free and happy!
I am so grateful. So grateful. So grateful to be me right now.
CHEESE!