So I’m debating back and forth over what I should do with my hair. I love the short cut but without a car I can’t make it to the barber to keep it fresh so I have to let it grow back out.
The only thing is, I feel like I look prettier with the light hair than I do with dark hair. These pictures aren’t really comparable because in the one with the light hair I have more light on my face and I turned 2 of my lights off when I took the other pic. I am wearing exactly the same make up too.
The thing is, I’m wondering with this project I’m about to undertake, which look should I rock. The real thing, at the basis of all of this is the fact that I think with dark hair I am less attractive and right now I would rather be less attractive to men. So maybe I’m just rocking the dark hair because it will make me less desireable while I’m out there handling business. I don’t want the focus to be on my looks instead of my brains and my survival skills.
I don’t know. I originally planned to dye my hair back honey blonde next month and then go get one last haircut to keep it shaped while I’m in the streets. I still have to make public appearances and speeches and perform so I won’t have the time or privacy to do anything to my hair while I’m out there.
I still don’t know. If I keep the dark look, I may go all the way and buy some glasses to complete the look. I NEED glasses because I usually wear them. I just lost my old pair and didn’t get a chance to buy a new pair.
I don’t know. I’m confused. Should I look my best and have people staring AT me instead of listening to me or should I dull down my look so my VOICE will be heard more clearly?
People are going to stare regardless. It happens everyday, even with my dark hair. I just don’t want to attract the wrong kind of attention from men because I’m not ON THAT SHIT right now, but I still want to present myself in the best possible light.