I had to send my boys to bed early. Two kids + one computer = trouble.
I wanted to watch Kanye on American Idol but since I live in a single room, while they’re falling asleep on my futon I had to turn the TV off. So..no Kanye for me tonight.
I’m sitting in the dark on the floor next to the futon typing this.
I’m ready to move. I’m ready to have my own place. While I’m grateful for where I am right now because…my roommates are the shit. They don’t bother me. They smoke out, they have fun with their friends and they’re so freakin clean! Well, I just…I just want more space than this. I have no idea how it’s going to happen or when but I know it’ll happen right on time.
I was watching some youtube videos the other night and I came across one that spoke about the Abraham-Hicks Manifestation excercise called ‘Wouldn’t it be nice if…” Just watching that video made me feel good so I decided to do the excercise myself.
Why don’t you join me? Imagine that you COULD have everything that you wanted to come into your life. Imagine that nothing was impossible. Nothing was too farfetched. Nothing was too much for you to handle. Imagine what could happen in your life that would miraculously improve it.
Don’t be afraid to list those things you REALLY want, but maybe you don’t think you deserve. You do deserve them, otherwise, they wouldn’t be a thought in your mind.
And even though you know that without those things…your life is just fine…but still…
Wouldn’t It Be Nice If….
I got a phone call out of the blue and it was an offer for a crazy amount of money asking me to do something I LOVE like host a show or help with a website?
I had a great time in Atlanta for Tamara’s birthday at the beginning of April and then I flew out to Los Angeles (plans are in the works) and I meet Kanye and then some really legitimate BIG TIME executive or producer who wants to use me on a very BIG project that utilizes my hosting producing or speaking skills?
I came back from my trip to LA in April…I turned on the TV on April 20th and watched them announce that I actually won the PULITZER? (Everytime I think about that I laugh)
Through some miracle I inherited a jillion dollars and was able to buy my own condo on the beach and pay off my student loans, drop out of grad school and just write books and produce and help people connect with their dreams?
My baby daddy called me up and asked to meet with me and we did and he apologized for all of those years of lieing to everyone about me and trying to hurt me and told me that he appreciated me being the mother of his children?
My sons invented something spectacular that caused them to be millionaires entrepreneurs before they turned 12?
Tamara got a very clear message about her soulmate and she finaly took a risk and just married him before this year was out?
I was able to give my roommates (now) $10,000 to help with their living expenses?
My sister’s life just got better and better…
Ahhh…. I’ll stop here. My sister just called and we have to call my auntie, she’s not feeling well.