Wish I Was Better

Wow… I just realized something about myself.

I have absolutely no idea how to operate within a system. Umm…if you don’t know, a system is just a group of people who work together or live together or do anything that requires exchange of information or cooperation.
Am I saying I’m not a team player….No, I am a team player. I do more than required because I love to work but when it comes to SOCIAL DECORUM…I have none. I say anything I want to say and do what I love to do which usually…is a good thing because I am positive and I do more but sometimes its embarrassing to the team….So I try to keep to myself as much as I can but eventually I will be me.
And being ME does not gel well within a system. I work better alone. I don’t know how I’m going to do this….I better start focusing back on my writing.