Well, they done did it!

My friends Stephanie and Jason are finally getting married. They met almost 10 years ago and went through the ups and downs of college and growing up and moving on with their lives. I knew it would happen, but I didn’t know it would affect me like this.

People I know are getting married…Wow.

As I perused her wedding website my heart dropped. I’m getting old. People are getting married. People are building homes. Why do I still feel like a jit?

Honestly, the thing that really bothered me was the fact that Stephanie and Jason are mutual friends of me and my baby daddy’s. He and I had the same circle of friends while in college. So, my baby daddy is going to be in the wedding. So I know I have to see him there. I don’t want to be within 2 feet of that man.

Can you believe it’s putting a damper on my excitement for my sorority sister? I don’t hate my baby daddy. But being in his presence puts me on the defensive because I know he’s always talking smack about me.