The Weirdest Thing

It’s the weirdest thing. My friend Marsha called me the other day seeming frantic about my situation. “What is your plan?! You have to have a plan!”

Uh…I don’t. It’s out of my hands chick. Calm down.

It’s amazing to me that I am completely calm during what could be called the most difficult situation I have ever been in. I tried to get excited and upset and overwhelmed because that’s what I’m used to doing but..I just can’t.

I keep thinking back on all the obstacles that I faced and all the heartbreak I have been through and I see how God scooped me up and blessed me each time. So if I can see how He has always provided, how can I NOT trust Him this time?

I have no weight on my shoulders. I sleep very well each night. I am enjoying my life even more than ever before because it seems that this mayhem is my miracle.

I refuse to freak out and scream. God has a GREAT track record when it comes to taking care of me and my sons. I’ll let Him handle it. I’ve been faithful over all that He has given me and I have honestly done the best I could. This rough spot is not a punishment it is proper positioning for me to receive my destiny.

I will not fail. I will not miss out on what God has for me. It is all in His hands regardless of what my friends, family or associates say.

GOD HAS GOT THIS!

So I’m about to go drink a Carona and watch some TV. My situation can worry about itself.