She Can’t Be Cuter Than Me

I don’t know maybe it’s just me but um…
Are you ever at home about to get ready to go out and you KNOW you’re going out with a really cute girl and you’re looking in your closet and you think, “Oh I’m not about to let this bitch me cuter than me tonite!”
Why do I feel like I’m competition with the girls I go out with? LOL I never used to feel like any woman had anything on me until I met the most beautiful stud in the world…then I felt raggedy for the first time. LOL
Last night I went out to meet up with a cute stud friend… and when I saw her my mouth dropped open. I swear…if I was into casual sex I would have molested her ass… I wanted to scream she was so fuckin cute! But ofcourse she has a girl so I had to just chill and spend most of the night by myself… SMH
Its weird…I am not attracted to femmes like that but a fine ass stud…oh lord…i just gotta step my game up when I go out with her…. I DONT KNOW WHY!!!
Why are studs the only type of women I think are more attractive than I am? And why am i even comparing when I never compared myself to any woman before? I don’t get it…