I can’t be drunk cuz I havent drank anything? I must be tired from work or just tired from all this stress I’ve put myself through this past week. I apologize to everyone for taking you on an emotional rollercoaster with me but you know how us Cancer’s do it.
While I’m at a major crossroad in my life I am not afraid. Everyone has to make a life changing decision sometime, or else you’ll get left behind.
I dont expect Miami to be my saving grace. I dont expect it to be perfect. I do expect to get reaquainted with my family. To know them as an adult. To experience Miami with a lot more freedom and from a different perspective.
Who knows, things may not line up for me. I may not get a job at all. I may be sitting right here come time to renew my lease. Whatever happens I am willing to accept it as a part of God’s plan.
I’m not pressed anymore. I’m not pressured. I’m not burdened. I feel like I’m watching a movie waiting to see how things turn out.