I am so happy right now!
My boys are sound asleep in my bed and I keep walking over to them to kiss their toes and speak blessings over their life while they sleep. I remember a friend of mine telling me that her mother used to read the purity scripture over and over to her while she slept. She didn’t follow it, but it always makes her feel guilty when she even THINKS about having secks. It’s called a suggestion and if you make one to a person while they are sleeping it will sink into their subconcious mind. So I tell them things like, “Mommy loves you so much!” “Your life is going to be wonderful!” “You will succeed at everything you do.”
I love being a creator in their lives!
Today we stopped by Party City to buy their costumes for Halloween. They tried on so many costumes but finally decided on an alien and an Ice Zone Ninja. When I got to the counter the lady told me the prices and my eyes got wide. Why couldn’t they choose costumes for $19.99? Their tastes are expensive. On the way out of the parking lot I ran over a curb and my tire went flat. I don’t know what the hell to do in that situation so I called up my roommate who works for a tire place and he put a donut tire on it for me. Now all I have to do is be grateful for the money to be able to replace the tire. It’s on its way! I can feel it. I have no idea how but something is gonna happen this week. It has to….
I also feel good because I went to see my professor about my last exam, which I thought I aced but I didn’t. I’m not looking forward to any more surprises like the B I received in my last class so I need to know up front how I’m progressing. We chatted easily about the exam and I shared with him a few of my literary goals.
“What expertise do you have to be able to write a book like this?” he asked after I explained the premise for my next self help book.
“Well Dr. G, I don’t really need anyone to qualify me in order for me to give my gift now do I?”
He stared at me with a thoughtful expression before smiling and saying, “No, you don’t.” Then he added that he had always planned to write a self help book but hadn’t gotten around to it.
Man, if I waited until someone TOLD me I could be a radio host, I wouldn’t have my own show.
If I waited until someone TOLD me that I should write a book, I wouldn’t have written one.
If I waited until someone TOLD me I was smart enough to go to grad school, I wouldn’t be in school.
Don’t wait for permission to begin the pursuit of your dream. It’s your dream, you can start whenever you feel like it.