When your intuition speaks, it’s so calm.
Sometimes I hate that shit.
When your intuition speaks, it’s letting you know which direction to go in next. Go left. Go right. Stop right there.
The message doesn’t always make sense but the delivery is so certain that you can’t ignore it and if you do, you’ll wish you hadn’t.
When you hear your intuition, that inner guidance that lets you know if something is right or wrong or what to do next concerning a certain situation, you feel a calm nudging in the direction of its message. You may be confused because it doesn’t always seem rational.
“Jump?” you’ll ask yourself. “But there’s no net. I don’t understand.”
You won’t understand but the truth is, you won’t see the net until you follow the instructions.
This job fair will be successful. I feel it. But afterwards what will I do?
I have to rebuild MY life now and I don’t have a clue what that means. I have the obligation of child support to pay and I am already behind. My BBDD asked for back pay so I’m in debt for thousands of dollars not including the money that has been accruing since I began this project. I received a notice that my license is about to be suspended if I don’t pay something soon. All those years when I couldn’t get any money from him and then the support stopped altogether and now I’m liable. There are ways to avoid child support, my BBDD did it and he did it well because he knows the law.
I don’t feel like a victim. I feel like I have more motivation to create a source of income. I’ve already started my own website to generate income through advertising. I’ve also written several books and ebooks that are for sale. Any other suggestions for creating income are welcomed.
I am about to leave Florida again. That was one lonely ride back in 2006 when I did it before and here I am, on the same journey again. This time I know a little more about my likes and dislikes and along the way I’ll learn even more about myself. I’ll be traveling from city to city speaking about my project and performing poetry. I’ll also try to find employment that works for me.
I need a miracle to happen as I teach women not to be afraid to go after their dreams. I swear, it would be so much easier if I could be regular, but I can’t be.
Wish me luck and if you would like me to visit your city, please let me know and we’ll make it happen.