My Inner Me

I called my friend Carr to come over to help me with my “new” TV. I wanted it set up before the boys come over this weekend.

He came and I told him, “I have a feeling that this is the last time I’m going to see you.”

He shook his head. “I’ll be around, Tee.”

“But maybe I won’t,” I said.

It’s not like I think I’m going to die. I don’t. I just feel like something interesting is about to happen. I don’t know what it is yet though. I’m not scared, well, yes I am. But it’s more of a feeling like on the day of graduation when you’re wondering, “OK. What now?”

I spoke with my landlord today. I sent her an email a couple of days ago to explain that I am leaving in a month. She said, “Tee, I can’t believe how much stuff you have out there on the internet. Tee, good job. I’m proud of you. Good luck.”

I was grateful to hear that.

Oh wow. It just got REALLY cold all of a sudden. Thank goodness I still have my electric blanket.

It’s funny thoughh. Lately, I’ve been really listening to my intuition and accepting it as my guidance. I listen to what it says and I do it. I trust myself a lot more. My intuition sounds just like me when I’m thinking to myself except, the words I “hear” sound so certain, so right. They aren’t full of confusion and doubt. They just Say what they have to say and there’s no question about it.

Do this…

Go that way…

Call this person right now…

And I do it.

I’m going to keep listening. Funny how, I never valued anyone’s opinion above my own. Now I just follow my own inner guidance and we’ll see how that works out.

No fighting the flow, just listening and obeying.

Salud.